It's All Gonna Be Okay

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My sister thinks I should make this blog more personal. Well, my name is Erika, spelled with a "k" not a "c" not a "ck", I have to make that clear because you would be surprised how many people misspell my name. I'm not a very open person when it comes to talking face to face. I try to be as personal as I can be, but it's difficult. I would rather keep everything to myself. But when I write in a journal, I will write and write and write and write. I can be very personal and revealing if I'm just allowed to write it down.

So what are some little factoids I could spill to you to make this blog personal? I'm 5'1 and 3/4 inches tall. I twitch, but only to the right side, be careful if you stand next to me, I've accidentally hit someone before. I have full eyebrows, I can't seem to pluck them down to the perfect skinny lines that everyone else seems to have. I'm terrified of spiders, I don't care if it is of minuscule size. I worry, a lot! And I plan, a lot! I can't make an important purchase before I do research. I am a complete and total neat freak. I love to clean, I like things to be spotless. I'm still wearing clothes from middle school because I'm still the same size. I think up recipes before I go to bed and nothing ever comes of them. Other than an image of what the food will look like in my head. I can only paint when I'm inspired, if I'm not inspired, I actually dislike my art very much.

I think today is going to be a good day. Even though I was off to a slow start. I didn't get a lot of sleep last night because I had a huge headache that felt like a drill was attacking my head. I still have a residual headache, body ache, everything aches. But hey, it's going to be a good day for me. Sometimes when everything hurts and you're so tired you just have to tell yourself that it's going to be a good day. It takes a little white lie to make everything okay. Maybe the next time you're having a rough day, tell yourself a little white lie and say "It's all gonna be okay." And you may not be able to believe it at that moment, you may have doubts that it will come true. But it will, everything always ends up okay, we just have to wait for life to get to that point.

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